This year will be the third time that I am spending Valentines as a single gal. For some reason, I may have a boyfriend or fling all year round except around Valentines. I can still remember, the first year I will be celebrating Valentines without a boyfriend since I was 16, I was so scared of that fact but at least my friends were single too and we planned a party in one of the resorts in QC. Last year was not very kind to me either but at least I had hope. I met this really cute guy, his name is Bryan and we almost went on a date during Valentines... he just had to go to the gym. Hahahaha.
This year, akala ko me chance na akong mag-Valentines ng maayos but no, my then boyfriend just had to break up with me bec he met some slut sa work and up until now he's denying it eventhough he told me a
week after that we broke up na he's seeing someone. Anyway, I had realizations this Valenines week. You can just imagine kung gano kacrazy ung emotions na naramdaman ko from pre-Valentines to Valentines itself hanggang post Valentines but at least, overall I am very happy. Noong Feb 12, it was the first day of work for me when I came back from off. Sabi ko, ok lang to, hindi ako maaapektuhan at natatawa pa nga ako kasi after shift, pumunta kaming mall ni JC and we met Kahren and wala man lang akong bitterness or anything na nararamdaman despite the lovers, the hearts, the flowers and chocolates and teddy bears around me. Si Kahren lang ung parang stressed na stressd that day. Feb 13, dito ko naramdaman ang stress ng Valentines na dinulot kay Kahren when we were at the mall. Super naiirita ako at gusto ko pang murahin yung agent na bumati sa akin ng Happy Valentines at napayosi ako ng matindi. Feb 14, hay grabe, buti na lang me nagbigay sa akin ng bulaklak at nagbigayan kami ng flowers nila Kahren at JC. Mejo pissed off ako sa araw na to yung
nagbigay kasi ng flowers sa akin, me prsyo pa, tama ba yun??? Buti na lang, si TL, she won me a breakfast date with the guy that me and my friends call 'cutie pie', mejo annoyed nga lang yung friends ko sa kanya kasi nagfefeeling na siya na my fan club siya at ako pa rin ang humaling sa kanya, wahahahahaha.
Feb 15, the day of the date, he was just charming and cute na I think I'm willing to let go of my inhibitions and my guard pero syempre, ano pa rin sa isip ko ang mga kelangan kong maaaccomplish sa buhay. Feb 16, wah, syempre super ask ang lola nio sa date namin at happy naman akong ikwento na it did go well. Hahahaha. Actually eto yung exact date ng breakfast eh, Feb 16 morning. Nung nagkita pa kami s office, he was looking at me at binati niya ako nung nagkakasalubong na kami. I can still remember na dati, halos ibagsak niya yung pinto sa akin nung magkasunod lang kami, ngaun, pinagbubuksan na ako ng lolo mo. Weee! Feb 17, Batangas trip, mejo borlogs na kami at hindi na masyadong nakapaginuman pero nakapagkwentuhan kami ng malala. Kumain pa kami sa Benoks at si JC kung anu-anong kalokohan na naman ang naisip. Feb 18, we went to Mt. Carmel, nagpray, nagpapicture sa Gumamela at sa mga santo. Umuwi me at naggym and I ate
yogurt. Feb 19, me and my sister will be going to Chef's table and I will be posting a review about it.
So how do singles spend their Valentines? They spend it with friends, with potential lovers, with family and with themselves. They make sure that on the day of hearts, they are being treated with love as well. Narealize ko nga mas nasstress pa ako dati nung me bowa ako pag Valentines, una, gagastusan ko pa siya just to feel na not worth it ang gastos ko sa kanya, umiinit ang ulot ko kasi ang panget ng gift or BS ung date na pineprepare niya for us. It's just a matter of state of mind, kung pano mo titingnan ang mga bagay-bagay. If you decide to be happy, then you win over sadness.


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