Nothing to write about.

I really don't have anything to write about.
Lately, I'm just confused and lazy to do things that I'm used to do.
There are only two reasons why I'm acting like this; either I'm so depressed or I'm really, really, really happy that I'm just restless.
One thing, I know I am not depressed so probably I'm restless.
Why I'm restless... I don't want to talk about it.
I just feel like I wanted to sleep and procastinate but I know there are a lot of things for me to do.
I've been contented to what I have become and to my achievements these past three months and I just can't ruin things just because I am about to find a different kind of happiness.
I'll be honest, I was not very satisfied back then but at least I am not gambling or whatever.

Argh! I hate this.
I made a promise to myself starting this June 16, I am going to get my mojo back.
I am going to be focused and determined again.
I know I am being paranoid and crazy but at least I am fine.
I may not be fantastic but at least I am fine.
I prefer being fine rather than the depressed and just plain Mimi before.
Anyway, mukhang confused ang lahat kung ano nga ang sinasabi ko pero ang bottom line para lang akong tanga at engot at laging nag-iisip.
Siguro nga masyado lang akong nag-iisip kaya hindi ko magawa yung mga dati kong ginagawa, as in mga 2 days na akong hindi nagpupunta sa gym and yung last time ko pang pagpunta sa gym, kahit 30 minutes akong asa bicycle, hindi talaga ako pinagpawisan, masyado kasi akong stress at ang stress daw ay nakakasira sa pag-eexercise, parang less fat ang nabuburn.

Anyway, eto na lang ang gagawin ko, for today, I will do lahat ng kelangan kong gawin, yung mga record keeping ko, yung paggawa ko ng accessory at pagpapahinga, maliligo ako ng bongga.
Tomorrow, I will go to the gym, siguro mga 2 oras akong mageexercise tapos maggrogrocery ganon.
Saturday, chill lang at gym ulet. I need to calm myself kasi kapag ganitong lito ako, kain ako ng kain at shopping ako ng shopping, hay.
I am feeling so hyper kasi I don't want to face my issues.
Ayoko kasi ng nagiging masaya na parang me sapak lang kaya masyado akong tense lately.
Ano bang sinasabi ko?
Ewan, hindi ko rin exactly sure... basta.
I just need to chill and drink another cup of soy moccha frappucino grande. Hahahahaha!